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{{Images}}[[File:Cyraxx with fake playbutton.png|thumb|Cyraxx posing with a fake 100k Youtube button|428x428px]]A defining characteristic of Chance is his | {{Images}}[[File:Cyraxx with fake playbutton.png|thumb|Cyraxx posing with a fake 100k Youtube button|428x428px]]A defining characteristic of Chance is his overinflated '''ego'''. While confidence and pride in one's accomplishments can be positive, Cyraxx exhibits extreme narcissism and overconfidence in most of his abilities and traits, including his [[intelligence]], fame, [[Finances|wealth]], and accomplishments. | ||
Cyraxx has an extremely distorted view of himself as in his mind he is a world-famous [[music|music artist]], singer, [[Art|artist]], [[Racing|e-racer]], [[Finances|entrepreneur]], and [[Video Games|professional video game player/developer]] with ties to numerous organizations such as the military, Hell's Angels, Akron Red Devils, and an ancestry dating back to the Vikings. Whether he actually believes these things or just says them to impress people isn't entirely clear, but he probably believes at least some of his [[Lying|made-up stories]]. | Cyraxx has an extremely distorted view of himself as in his mind he is a world-famous [[music|music artist]], singer, [[Art|artist]], [[Racing|e-racer]], [[Finances|entrepreneur]], and [[Video Games|professional video game player/developer]] with ties to numerous organizations such as the military, Hell's Angels, Akron Red Devils, and an ancestry dating back to the Vikings. Whether he actually believes these things or just says them to impress people isn't entirely clear, but he probably believes at least some of his [[Lying|made-up stories]]. | ||
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Being an incredibly prideful person, Cyraxx is extremely reactive to any attack on his ego. Cyraxx's delusions not only alter reality - they outright transcend it, and he expects others to believe them wholeheartedly. Since Cyraxx's delusions are by definition untrue and his ego is unwarranted, he becomes extremely frustrated and lashes out when his delusions are challenged and he ends up failing at every hurdle. This kind of juvenile behavior reached an extreme in 2012 when Cyraxx physically assaulted Sally after she refused to let him carry out an extremely stupid plan to walk to Kansas with no money to meet a girl who eventually turned out to be a catfish. | Being an incredibly prideful person, Cyraxx is extremely reactive to any attack on his ego. Cyraxx's delusions not only alter reality - they outright transcend it, and he expects others to believe them wholeheartedly. Since Cyraxx's delusions are by definition untrue and his ego is unwarranted, he becomes extremely frustrated and lashes out when his delusions are challenged and he ends up failing at every hurdle. This kind of juvenile behavior reached an extreme in 2012 when Cyraxx physically assaulted Sally after she refused to let him carry out an extremely stupid plan to walk to Kansas with no money to meet a girl who eventually turned out to be a catfish. | ||
When Cyraxx's critics criticize or disprove his beliefs, or even just say something that he feels will tarnish his image, Cyraxx will thoughtlessly dive into the situation head-first using intemperate tactics against his detractors such as [[Bigotry|calling them slurs]] or [[Double Whammy|flashing them]], even in situations where ignoring them would have been the best option. This only encourages them to provoke him into having more entertaining tantrums, creating a cycle in which Cyraxx's reactions attract more trolls, which in turn produce more critical and demeaning content against him that he feels compelled to respond to. | When Cyraxx's critics criticize or disprove his beliefs, or even just say something that he feels will tarnish his image, Cyraxx will thoughtlessly dive into the situation head-first using intemperate tactics against his detractors such as [[Bigotry|calling them hateful slurs]] or [[Double Whammy|flashing them]], even in situations where ignoring them would have been the best option. This only encourages them to provoke him into having more entertaining tantrums, creating a cycle in which Cyraxx's reactions attract more trolls, which in turn produce more critical and demeaning content against him that he feels compelled to respond to. | ||
Cyraxx's clumsiness in handling these situations also has the effect of blurring the line between truth and lies. For example, when his Google account was hacked, Cyraxx's search history was leaked and a history of disturbing and embarrassing searches were revealed. Cyraxx reacted to this in the same way he reacts to almost everything, by throwing a huge fit and | Cyraxx's clumsiness in handling these situations also has the effect of blurring the line between truth and lies. For example, when his Google account was hacked, Cyraxx's search history was leaked and a history of disturbing and embarrassing searches were revealed. Cyraxx reacted to this in the same way he reacts to almost everything, by throwing a huge fit and screaming empty threats,<ref>https://odysee.com/@N-Word_Boi_3.0:9/Cyraxx-live-on-Music-Biz-Marty%27s-panel.-Channel-lost-and-search-history-found-5-13-2024:6</ref> which his trolls and detractors took as incriminating, despite the fact that whoever hacked the account could have made these searches themselves just to get a reaction out of Cyraxx. | ||
Why Cyraxx exactly does this isn't exactly clear, but it could be due to a deep-rooted feeling of insecurity caused by factors such as his appearance or his poor living situation. | Why Cyraxx exactly does this isn't exactly clear, but it could be due to a deep-rooted feeling of insecurity caused by factors such as his appearance or his poor living situation. | ||
=== Lack of accountability === | === Lack of accountability === | ||
Accountability is an anathema for Cyraxx; never once has he taken up responsibility for any of his actions, big or small. Because in his mind he is flawless and cannot possibly do anything wrong, anybody who accuses him of wrongdoing is either an antagonist (which for Cyraxx automatically means a troll) or simply | Accountability is an anathema for Cyraxx; never once has he taken up responsibility for any of his actions, big or small. Because in his mind he is flawless and cannot possibly do anything wrong, anybody who accuses him of wrongdoing is either an antagonist (which for Cyraxx automatically means a troll) or simply misunderstands him. For instance, after [[Kera]] broke up with him to run away with another man, Cyraxx refused to consider that his behavior might have driven her away, and instead assumed that Kera's new boyfriend was a troll colluding with [[William Gloryhole]]. | ||
One of Cyraxx’s most recurrent habits is resorting to whataboutism whenever his misdeeds are brought up; if someone mentions his predatory behaviors, Cyraxx will tell them to go after other known online predators such as TonyTheBlackDragon or TheWhiteBowser. | One of Cyraxx’s most recurrent habits is resorting to whataboutism whenever his misdeeds are brought up; if someone mentions his predatory behaviors, Cyraxx will tell them to go after other known online predators such as TonyTheBlackDragon or TheWhiteBowser. | ||
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=== Projection === | === Projection === | ||
Projection is a defense mechanism that consists of attributing one’s own unacceptable urges or behavior to another.<ref><nowiki>https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/projection</nowiki></ref> Because Cyraxx refuses to admit any fault, he has a habit of picking up anything negative that is said about him and spitting it back at whoever said it. What is peculiarly striking about this is how obvious Cyraxx’s projections are. For instance, he accused his aunt of living in filth and playing video games all day, seemingly not considering the irony that this is coming from the mouth of someone who is known to do both of these things. | Projection is a defense mechanism that consists of attributing one’s own unacceptable urges or behavior to another.<ref><nowiki>https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/projection</nowiki></ref> Because Cyraxx refuses to admit any fault, he has a habit of picking up anything negative that is said about him and spitting it back at whoever said it. What is peculiarly striking about this is how obvious Cyraxx’s projections are. For instance, he accused his [[Dale Lynne|aunt]] of living in filth and playing video games all day, seemingly not considering the irony that this is coming from the mouth of someone who is known to do both of these things. | ||
Cyraxx’s low wit and intelligence may also contribute to his habit of projecting onto others. Unable to come up with comebacks in the heat of the moment, he will resort to regurgitating insults made by other, including insults made specifically about him. For example, Cyraxx made a video where he complains about the controversy surrounding Linkin Park's new singer, Emily Armstrong, because of her ties to the Church of Scientology (which many consider to be a cult<ref>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology</ref>). A few days later on Marty's panel, he accused Marty of being a Scientologist (despite Cyraxx also believing Marty is Jewish), which he calls an "evil internet cult." It's most likely that Cyraxx deduced from the aforementioned controversy that being a Scientologist is something really bad, and thus can be weaponized against Marty. However, he fails to realize that Scientology is frowned upon as it is widely considered to be a scam made to exploit tax loopholes, not because it is "evil" in the way Cyraxx seems to imagine it. | Cyraxx’s low wit and intelligence may also contribute to his habit of projecting onto others. Unable to come up with comebacks in the heat of the moment, he will resort to regurgitating insults made by other, including insults made specifically about him. For example, Cyraxx made a video where he complains about the controversy surrounding Linkin Park's new singer, Emily Armstrong, because of her ties to the Church of Scientology (which many consider to be a cult<ref>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology</ref>). A few days later on Marty's panel, he accused Marty of being a Scientologist (despite Cyraxx also believing Marty is Jewish), which he calls an "evil internet cult." It's most likely that Cyraxx deduced from the aforementioned controversy that being a Scientologist is something really bad, and thus can be weaponized against Marty. However, he fails to realize that Scientology is frowned upon as it is widely considered to be a scam made to exploit tax loopholes, not because it is "evil" in the way Cyraxx seems to imagine it. | ||
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Cyraxx's pathetic attempts at talking over people can also be seen as a form of attention-seeking. It's easier to think of it like a child who cries every time their caretakers set their sights away from them for even a second. He doesn't want there to be a cordial conversation between two intelligent people; he wants them all to focus their attention on him, what he's doing, and what he's saying. One example is when he joined Marty's live stream to spout | |||
Cyraxx's pathetic attempts at talking over people can also be seen as a form of attention-seeking. It's easier to think of it like a child who cries every time their caretakers set their sights away from them for even a second. He doesn't want there to be a cordial conversation between two intelligent people; he wants them all to focus their attention on him, what he's doing, and what he's saying. One example is when he joined Marty's live stream to spout his usual nonsense and became increasingly frustrated as Marty ignored him.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JMrli7TywY</ref><ref>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A&pp=ygUPY3lyYXh4IHBpZyBjYWxs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A]</ref> | |||
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* Demanding excessive admiration - such as lambasting his "fans" for not sharing his content more.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZWE8WZd9GQ&t=159s</ref> | * Demanding excessive admiration - such as lambasting his "fans" for not sharing his content more.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZWE8WZd9GQ&t=159s</ref> | ||
* Sense of entitlement - such as thinking that he is worth millions. | * Sense of entitlement - such as thinking that he is worth millions. | ||
* | * Exploitative behaviors - such as stealing Sally's credit card while she was in the hospital or putting Vita at risk of being doxxed to save himself. | ||
* Lack of empathy - such as dismissing the consequences of being doxxed or becoming unemployed as trivial. | * Lack of empathy - such as dismissing the consequences of being doxxed or becoming unemployed as trivial. | ||
* Envy towards others or belief that others are envious of them - Such as his narrative that everyone is just "jealous" that the weird-looking guy is being "successful". | * Envy towards others or belief that others are envious of them - Such as his narrative that everyone is just "jealous" that the weird-looking guy is being "successful". | ||
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** On November 19th 2022, Cyraxx made a dramatic video mourning the death of actor [[wikipedia:Jason_David_Frank|Jason David Frank]], best known for his role as the Green Power Ranger, who died by suicide the day prior<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUp_vZmrqbE</ref>. The video is notable for the exaggerated "crying" bit Cyraxx performs at the beginning, only to rapidly drop his act and make himself the center of his "tribute" video. | ** On November 19th 2022, Cyraxx made a dramatic video mourning the death of actor [[wikipedia:Jason_David_Frank|Jason David Frank]], best known for his role as the Green Power Ranger, who died by suicide the day prior<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUp_vZmrqbE</ref>. The video is notable for the exaggerated "crying" bit Cyraxx performs at the beginning, only to rapidly drop his act and make himself the center of his "tribute" video. | ||
** On January 28th 2022, a drive-by shooting occured down the street from 339, leaving a young boy in critical condition. Cyraxx ran to the scene while the police was taking witness testimonies from neighbors, gawking at what was going on and being generally useless.<ref>https://odysee.com/@WilliamGloryhole-OG:e/bodycams-from-shooting-at-the-corner-of:6?t=19</ref> After the police left, Cyraxx made a tearful video in which he claims that the bullet could have been aimed at him, and blamed the trolls for shooting of the young boy<ref>https://odysee.com/@WilliamGloryhole-OG:e/bodycams-from-shooting-at-the-corner-of:6?t=339</ref>, interjecting himself into a tragedy that had nothing to do with him for pity points. | ** On January 28th 2022, a drive-by shooting occured down the street from 339, leaving a young boy in critical condition. Cyraxx ran to the scene while the police was taking witness testimonies from neighbors, gawking at what was going on and being generally useless.<ref>https://odysee.com/@WilliamGloryhole-OG:e/bodycams-from-shooting-at-the-corner-of:6?t=19</ref> After the police left, Cyraxx made a tearful video in which he claims that the bullet could have been aimed at him, and blamed the trolls for shooting of the young boy<ref>https://odysee.com/@WilliamGloryhole-OG:e/bodycams-from-shooting-at-the-corner-of:6?t=339</ref>, interjecting himself into a tragedy that had nothing to do with him for pity points. | ||
** On March 11th 2025, Donald "Brotherchu" Slydell Jr., brother of notorious TikTok Lolcow Tophia "Tophiachu" Slydell, was shot and killed in front of his family by a carjacker<ref>https://www.kob.com/news/top-news/police-shut-down-montgomery-due-to-deadly-shooting-and-a-crash/</ref>. Not even 24 hours later, Cyraxx made a video where he slanderously claims that Donald was murdered by trolls for being a Lolcow, using his gruesome death as publicity for himself and against his trolls. Despite Donald being a generally disliked and very controversial figure, many would call out Cyraxx's extreme insensitivity and | ** On March 11th 2025, Donald "Brotherchu" Slydell Jr., brother of notorious TikTok Lolcow Tophia "Tophiachu" Slydell, was shot and killed in front of his family by a carjacker<ref>https://www.kob.com/news/top-news/police-shut-down-montgomery-due-to-deadly-shooting-and-a-crash/</ref>. Not even 24 hours later, Cyraxx made a video where he slanderously claims that Donald was murdered by trolls for being a Lolcow, using his gruesome death as publicity for himself and against his trolls. Despite Donald being a generally disliked and very controversial figure, many would call out Cyraxx's extreme insensitivity and selfishness.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDaHWt0wVQw</ref> | ||
* Cyraxx has a habit | * Cyraxx has a habit claiming that he "owns" Marty and the trolls and can make them dance to his tune, because without him they would have no content. Although there might be some truth in that statement, the jist of it is that it would be the equivalent of a drug addict saying that they "own" their pusher because without them they wouldn't get their money. Cyraxx has absolutely no power in face of his trolls; he is completely controlled through his addictions to attention, [[Pedophilia|lust]], and [[Rage|confrontations]]. While trolls could easily move on to other things in life or another controversial figure online, Cyraxx's life since 2018 would amount to absolutely nothing without the troll's involvment, leaving him with a big, painful emptiness. | ||
** This became ever more apparent after the death of his archnemesis [[MusicBizMarty]], as he started insisting that Marty was faking his death to continue feuding and keep up his imaginary battles with him. | ** This became ever more apparent after the death of his archnemesis [[MusicBizMarty]], as he started insisting that Marty was faking his death to continue feuding and keep up his imaginary battles with him. | ||
* Cyraxx is adament that his inability to keep friends and his constant conflicts with people is solely the fault of trolls and detractors. Take this notable example here : Cyraxx is lengthily ranting about about someone who was dismissing his "music", causing [[Sally]] to exclaim "And you wonder you have problems with your friends" as she walks by<ref>https://youtu.be/JUm2q-mcLMk?t=1059</ref>. Cyraxx adresses this later by pretending that Sally did not speak, and deflects all the blame onto people who refuse to recognize his "talents"<ref>https://youtu.be/JUm2q-mcLMk?t=1297</ref>. | * Cyraxx is adament that his inability to keep friends and his constant conflicts with people is solely the fault of trolls and detractors. Take this notable example here : Cyraxx is lengthily ranting about about someone who was dismissing his "music", causing [[Sally]] to exclaim "And you wonder you have problems with your friends" as she walks by<ref>https://youtu.be/JUm2q-mcLMk?t=1059</ref>. Cyraxx adresses this later by pretending that Sally did not speak, and deflects all the blame onto people who refuse to recognize his "talents"<ref>https://youtu.be/JUm2q-mcLMk?t=1297</ref>. | ||
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* Claims to have lost millions due to trolls. | * Claims to have lost millions due to trolls. | ||
* Claims to have millions of fans across the world | * Claims to have millions of fans across the world | ||
* After being [[Cyraxx Beatdown| | * After being [[Cyraxx Beatdown|beaten up by Marty]], Cyraxx would cope with this humiliating defeat by asserting that Marty only won the fight because he dishonorably "used his weight" or "fell onto him"<ref>https://youtu.be/ajl7IzvnXro?t=1353</ref>. In his mind, Marty "cheated" because he did not let Cyraxx get back on his feet,<ref>https://youtu.be/qEQh3tXVg1o</ref> and started proclaiming that he won the fight, simply because he "showed up and he showed out." | ||
* Wears a [[Cyraxx Totem|chain with a caricature of himself]], spray-painted gold with fake rubies, sent by a troll to mock him. He used it as a coping mechanism after being beaten up by | * Wears a [[Cyraxx Totem|chain medallion with a caricature of himself]], spray-painted gold with fake rubies, sent by a troll to mock him. He used it as a coping mechanism after being beaten up by MBM. | ||
* Believes he is an artist, racer, and rapper with many fans | * Believes he is an artist, racer, and rapper with many fans, who's worth millions of dollars | ||
* Claims to be an underrated, poor, and broke artist when it suits his narrative. | * Claims to be an underrated, poor, and broke artist when it suits his narrative. | ||
* Claims to have been raised around the US Military, Hell's Angels, Viking brothers, and bikers, and knows people who will kill for him. | * Claims to have been raised around the US Military, Hell's Angels, Viking brothers, and bikers, and knows people who will kill for him. | ||
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* Claims to be good at video games, despite his overall skill suggesting otherwise. | * Claims to be good at video games, despite his overall skill suggesting otherwise. | ||
* Claims that ignorance of the law prohibits you from being arrested for breaking said law. | * Claims that ignorance of the law prohibits you from being arrested for breaking said law. | ||
* Believes that he is "untouchable" by the [[Akron Police Department]]. | |||
== Sources == | == Sources == | ||