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Cyraxx is an incurable megalomaniac. In his head, he fancies himself as a master strategist that can act above the law and has a platoon of connections on speed dial. Returning to reality however, that of being a grown man without a dime and who is entirely dependent on an elderly woman for his most basic needs, these power fantasies are possibly a coping mechanism from Cyraxx’s frustration at his absence of control over virtually anything in his life, only succeeding at burning bridges, if anything. | Cyraxx is an incurable megalomaniac. In his head, he fancies himself as a master strategist that can act above the law and has a platoon of connections on speed dial. Returning to reality however, that of being a grown man without a dime and who is entirely dependent on an elderly woman for his most basic needs, these power fantasies are possibly a coping mechanism from Cyraxx’s frustration at his absence of control over virtually anything in his life, only succeeding at burning bridges, if anything. | ||
Another symptom of Cyraxx’s megalomania is the way he attempts to bargain or | Another symptom of Cyraxx’s megalomania is the way he attempts to bargain or argue with people. Compromise and exchange are the basis to a successful negotiation, but this requires taming one's pride, which is simply not an option to Cyraxx. To protect his ego, Cyraxx will always attempt to strongarm his way through exchanges, insulting and denigrating the other party to keep a feeling of superiority over them, even if they have all the levers, and he has none. | ||
For instance, during his second exchange with Ms. Kelly, someone he thought was a YouTube employee, instead of trying to calmly explain why he thinks that Marty should be definitively removed from the platform with solid arguments to back his points, he spews out slurs at her, insults her agency, screams over everyone like a child and threatens to have her job taken away.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUj6Gn4b3F0</ref> | For instance, during his second exchange with Ms. Kelly, someone he thought was a YouTube employee, instead of trying to calmly explain why he thinks that Marty should be definitively removed from the platform with solid arguments to back his points, he spews out slurs at her, insults her agency, screams over everyone like a child and threatens to have her job taken away.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUj6Gn4b3F0</ref> | ||
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Cyraxx's pathetic attempts at talking over people can also be seen as a form of attention-seeking. It's easier to think of it like a child who cries every time their caretakers set their sights away from them for even a second. He doesn't want there to be a cordial conversation between two intelligent people; he wants them all to focus their attention on him, what he's doing, and what he's saying. One example is when he joined Marty's live stream to spout his usual nonsense and became increasingly frustrated as Marty ignored him.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JMrli7TywY</ref><ref>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A&pp=ygUPY3lyYXh4IHBpZyBjYWxs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A]</ref> | Cyraxx's pathetic attempts at talking over people can also be seen as a form of attention-seeking. It's easier to think of it like a child who cries every time their caretakers set their sights away from them for even a second. He doesn't want there to be a cordial conversation between two intelligent people; he wants them all to focus their attention on him, what he's doing, and what he's saying. One example is when he joined Marty's live stream to spout his usual nonsense and became increasingly frustrated as Marty ignored him.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JMrli7TywY</ref><ref>[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A&pp=ygUPY3lyYXh4IHBpZyBjYWxs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3PJtOVMU4A]</ref> | ||
This habit was even pointed out by Marty a few times, asking Cyraxx why he showed up considering the current livestream wasn't even related to him, only for him to throw the usual excuse of, "I'm here to call you out!" - because telling Marty to stop worked so well before - it's clear that Chance, despite ''saying'' that he wants the trolls to stop bothering him, adores the excessive amount of negative attention, because anyone who is truly shameful of their actions, or clearly has a desire not to be seen like that anymore, would make an effort to either quit the internet altogether, or clean up their act, both of which hasn't and will never be done on Cyraxx's part, because he knows that this is the only way he will ever gain a smidgen of notoriety, not through his talent (or lack thereof). | This habit was even pointed out by Marty a few times, asking Cyraxx why he showed up considering the current livestream wasn't even related to him, only for him to throw the usual excuse of, "I'm here to call you out!" - because telling Marty to stop worked so well before - it's clear that Chance, despite ''saying'' that he wants the trolls to stop bothering him, adores the excessive amount of negative attention, because anyone who is truly shameful of their actions, or clearly has a desire not to be seen like that anymore, would make an effort to either quit the internet altogether, or clean up their act, both of which hasn't and will never be done on Cyraxx's part, because he knows that this is the only way he will ever gain a smidgen of notoriety, not through his talent (or lack thereof). | ||
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* When it is convenient to do so, Cyraxx will use his uncomely appearance as a way to cope with adversity, such as failing to graduate high school,<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRN6rfwDsCc</ref> failing to get anywhere with his music "career"<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etOQhF0-rNU</ref> and being relentlessly bullied and hated, boiling everything down to the fact he's too ugly. This allows him to reject any sort of accountability by deflecting all of his issues onto something which he cannot control; while his looks certainly do not make him any favors, they have almost no importance compared to the real root causes of his problems, namely refusing to put any effort in any of his work, his abyssal lack of talent, and his horrendous personality and attitude. | * When it is convenient to do so, Cyraxx will use his uncomely appearance as a way to cope with adversity, such as failing to graduate high school,<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRN6rfwDsCc</ref> failing to get anywhere with his music "career"<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etOQhF0-rNU</ref> and being relentlessly bullied and hated, boiling everything down to the fact he's too ugly. This allows him to reject any sort of accountability by deflecting all of his issues onto something which he cannot control; while his looks certainly do not make him any favors, they have almost no importance compared to the real root causes of his problems, namely refusing to put any effort in any of his work, his abyssal lack of talent, and his horrendous personality and attitude. | ||
* Cyraxx has unapologetically demanded that his "fans" outright sacrifice their livelihood to defend him against Marty.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYdN1pjoAbE</ref><ref>https://rumble.com/v5hynvp-cyraxx-on-yt.-my-final-video-to-everyone-outside-my-friends-who....-1082024.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp</ref> He condescendingly dismisses the consequences of being doxxed or losing | * Cyraxx has unapologetically demanded that his "fans" outright sacrifice their livelihood to defend him against Marty.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYdN1pjoAbE</ref><ref>https://rumble.com/v5hynvp-cyraxx-on-yt.-my-final-video-to-everyone-outside-my-friends-who....-1082024.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp</ref> He condescendingly dismisses the consequences of being doxxed or losing their jobs as trivial (such as saying that there's "50 jobs down the street 10 feet apart from each other"), and that the trolls will simply send them useless junk and a few mean words. Meanwhile, Cyraxx constantly overdramatizes being the victim of trolls, whining that he had been the target of terrorism, theft and that he was almost killed several times at their hands. This abject display of entitlement only served to reinforce how selfish and disconnected with the real world Cyraxx is, especially considering that ''he'd'' be the one to know what it is like to being doxxed by a group of ravenous trolls. | ||
* During a panel with MusicBizMarty, Cyraxx was caught [[Double Whammy|flashing his penis]] on camera by [[Sally]], causing an argument between the two. When Sally tells Cyraxx that she will not be stopping the police if they come to arrest him for indecent exposure, Cyraxx petulantly replies "Yes you are!", showing how much he truly cares for his family.<ref>https://rumble.com/v5gd7nn-on-9232024-a-grown-ass-34-yr-old-goblin-boy-gets-scolded-by-his-grandma-for.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp</ref> | * During a panel with MusicBizMarty, Cyraxx was caught [[Double Whammy|flashing his penis]] on camera by [[Sally]], causing an argument between the two. When Sally tells Cyraxx that she will not be stopping the police if they come to arrest him for indecent exposure, Cyraxx petulantly replies "Yes you are!", showing how much he truly cares for his family.<ref>https://rumble.com/v5gd7nn-on-9232024-a-grown-ass-34-yr-old-goblin-boy-gets-scolded-by-his-grandma-for.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp</ref> | ||
* Cyraxx has a habit of using others' tragedy and death as a drive for his own image or interests, whether it be to make himself look more interesting, garner sympathy or to support his "campaigns" against trolls. Examples include: | * Cyraxx has a habit of using others' tragedy and death as a drive for his own image or interests, whether it be to make himself look more interesting, garner sympathy or to support his "campaigns" against trolls. Examples include: | ||
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* Believes he is an artist, racer, and rapper with many fans, who's worth millions of dollars | * Believes he is an artist, racer, and rapper with many fans, who's worth millions of dollars | ||
* Claims to be an underrated, poor, and broke artist when it suits his narrative. | * Claims to be an underrated, poor, and broke artist when it suits his narrative. | ||
* Claims to have been raised around the US Military, Hell's Angels, Viking brothers, and bikers, and knows people who will kill for him. | * Claims to have been raised around the US Military, Hell's Angels, Viking brothers, Sparta, and bikers, and knows people who will kill for him. | ||
* Believes he has Viking blood and that being related to a Viking makes him one. | * Believes he has Viking blood and that being related to a Viking makes him one. | ||
* Claims to be as famous as Elvis Presley and Michael Jackson, who are literally referred to as "The Kings" of their respective genres. | * Claims to be as famous as Elvis Presley and Michael Jackson, who are literally referred to as "The Kings" of their respective genres. | ||