Chance Wilkins

Chance Wilkins

Driftin' the day away

Name: Chance James Finley Wilkins

Aliases: Cyraxx, Chase

DOB: September 20, 1990

Gender: Male

Nationality: American

Height and Weight: 4'8, ~100 lbs

Parents: Connie Lobdell, Ruple Smith

Occupation: NEET

Chance James Finley Wilkins (born Patrick Smith, 20 September 1990) is a 34 year old mentally ill and pedophilic Lolcow and Horrorcow who has gained both notoriety and infamy for his freak-outs, escapades, and absurd behavior. Chance is better known by his alias Cyraxx, but is also known by many other names, such as DJ ShadowBlayde, Psyraxx, DJ Otaku, the 43, and by many other aliases either made up by him, stolen from other people, or given to him by his followers. Cyraxx is a man of many passions, having dabbled in art, e-racing, music, writing, dancing, sports, anime, film-making, video games, and content creation. Unfortunately for Cyraxx though, he has never seen any success or talent in any of these fields, and anything of any merit that he has ever produced in these fields have been either stolen from more talented people or cheated. This, alongside his anger-issues and inability to change, has caused him to be a perpetual target of online trolling.

In late 2019, Cyraxx gained notoriety online following an incident involving a woman named Candall Smith, whom he had harassed into faking her suicide, leading to backlash from the Juggalo community, of which both were a part of. This incident caused Cyraxx to become a target of ridicule within the community, and caused him to get kicked out of it. Around this time, MusicBizMarty discovered Cyraxx and began organizing trolling campaigns against him, ultimately becoming Cyraxx’s most persistent enemy.

By 2021, Cyraxx’s infamy reached new heights following the Stylus Incident, which was, at the time, one of Cyraxx's most outlandish and disgusting moments that cemented his status as a major target for trolls. This period saw the rise of numerous memorable events, including Skull Scratcher Comedy, the Assassination Saga, and the Xbox Saga, as well as Cyraxx being exposed as a pedophile by Masshole Reports. In 2023, Cyraxx's trolling climaxed when his archenemy, MusicBizMarty, got into an actual physical fight with Cyraxx near his house. This fight became the most notorious Cyraxx incident but marked the beginning of his withdrawal from the internet. Marty’s interest in trolling waned during Cyraxx's Post-Fight Exile, leading to a lull in any notable activity.

Trolling against Cyraxx resumed in 2024 with MusicBizMarty’s return. During this period, Cyraxx narrowly avoided jail time after assaulting a troll with a baseball bat, an incident that briefly reignited the intensity of the trolling campaigns. While these events brought some renewed attention, the level of activity has not reached the heights of the 2021-2023 era.

Early life

Cyraxx as a kid

Chance was born as the second child of Connie Lobdell and Ruple Smith in Kenai, Alaska, on September 20, 1990, under the name "Patrick Smith." From birth, Chance faced numerous health complications, including being born underweight, with only one kidney, an undeveloped lung, scoliosis, and various other health issues. These challenges were likely due to Chance being born prematurely, reportedly at just 26 weeks (6 months) into Connie's pregnancy (not at 16 weeks, which is impossible and is often falsely recounted by many people), which would've been so early that he would have not yet developed brown fat in his skin, leaving his skin somewhat transparent. Exactly why he was born so prematurely is unclear. It's speculated that Chance may have FASD due to Connie allegedly using drugs and alcohol during pregnancy. However, Connie's stepfather recalls her not being a drinker, and Chance does not exhibit many of the typical signs of FASD, such as a smooth upper lip. so it's more likely that Chance's premature birth was due to other factors, such as genetic issues or the use of drugs other than alcohol which did not result in the typical signs of FASD.

Chance's brother, the couple's first child, was taken away by the state of Alaska before Chance was born, and Chance was taken away from Connie's custody as soon as he was born. The exact reason why isn't known, but it's likely due to the fact that Connie was very disabled and she couldn't take care of them due to her disabilities. He was then entrusted to his grandmother Sally Arntzen and was relocated to somewhere around Atlanta, and Sally, who was married to Gordon Wilkins at the time, made the decision to change his name to Chance Wilkins soon after. At the age of four, his father Ruple, back in Alaska, was arrested for raping a 14-year-old girl on a bike path. Ruple is a great case as to the theory that Cyraxx's low intelligence runs in the family as Ruple actually managed to entirely get himself caught, as he called the police on himself saying that a sketch of the perpetrator looked like him for some reason, and after searching his house, they found a bike with tracks that matched those from the crime scene. Ruple's actions also further continued a family history of abuse as his grandmother, Sally, married his father (not Gordon Wilkins) when she was 14.

A photo of chance from around ~2010

After moving to Atlanta, Chance then moved to Lake Wales, Florida, when he was at most 10 years of age. He attended Roosevelt Academy, and presumably around this time, he was in Cub Scouts. On Chance's 17th birthday in 2007, Connie passed away in a house fire. After Sally divorced Gordon (possibly due to the stress of adopting Chance), she, Chance, and William (one of her sons from a previous marriage) moved to Akron, Ohio around 2008-2009, around when Cyraxx turned 18. Chance started attending Garfield High when he moved to Akron. Information about Cyraxx's time in Garfield is extremely limited, with the only people giving much insight into his time there being Kat and Blind Billy, who were presumably his only friends. His friends led to him finding a passion for music and dancing, and Elspeth introduced him to artists like Linkin Park. Cyraxx did poorly in school both due to his intellectual disabilities and presumably being picked on for his appearance, but despite this, he was never put in any special education classes or given any disability services.

On February 14th, 2012, an incident occurred between Cyraxx and Sally after he told Sally that he would undertake a journey from Ohio to Kansas by walking and hitch-hiking in order to meet a girl that later turned out to be a catfish. Sally objected to this obviously stupid plan, causing Cyraxx to have a temper tantrum and physically assault her as soon as she had her back turned on him. William intervened and called the police, and Cyraxx was arrested and charged with domestic violence. He accepted a guilty plea deal that reduced his charge to disorderly conduct and he received a suspended 30 days jail sentence on the condition that he attends mandatory anger-management therapy and have a mental health assessment. Fun fact, after the incident Sally was advised to use PBS (Positive Behavior Support) on him (a therapy technique meant for people with behavioral disorders) and Cyraxx heard this and thought that the television network PBS was coming to his house to film a documentary on him.

Another incident that occurred around that time was the Blind Billy incident. Despite Billy being his friend, in 2013, Cyraxx raped Billy at his house, which despite the how extreme the incident was, never ended in any long-term punishment for Chance. At an unknown date after the Blind Billy Incident, Cyraxx threw himself off of the roof of his school and broke his arm after being dared to. When he recovered, he filed a false police report claiming he was actually pushed, which may have gotten him expelled. If Cyraxx's story of events was true, you would expect Cyraxx to be extremely angry about being almost murdered by being pushed off of a building, but he has said that he was actually glad for it as he believes that he was endowed with creative superpowers via savant syndrome, which gave him a newfound passion and talent in art, game development, film-making, and music^{[Citation Needed]} despite not receiving any serious brain injury in the impact, which is how savant syndrome is caused.

Around 2014, Cyraxx was expelled from Garfield for reasons that remain mostly unclear. His Aunt and Kat^{[Citation Needed]} both claim that he was expelled for the previously mentioned false police reports while many members of the community claim it was because he was past the legal age limit for high school in Ohio which is 22, Cyraxx being 23 at the time of his expulsion. The false police report is the most likely answer, as Cyraxx likely would've just been denied attendance next year due to the age limit, but this is still not fully proven. It's often mistaken that he was expelled for the Blind Billy Incident, but this was likely just a factor behind his expulsion as Kat recounted seeing him in school after the Blind Billy Incident occurred.

On February 3rd, 2016 William passed away from cancer, removing the last sane person from the Wilkins household.

Early Internet Presence

Despite being known for being trolled, Cyraxx has had an extensive history of content creation spanning several years before he starting receiving trolling.

2012

Chance opened his first known Youtube channel, Chance Wilkins, on April 2, 2012. His first and only upload on this channel, which was made a few months after beating up Sally, was a skating music video called "Its So Delicious Demo DJ shadowBlad FT The Pozzezzed one" on the 3rd of April, 2012. The music video isn't terrible, but was definitely carried by the other person featured in the video, who is presumably "the Pozzezzed One," as the Pozzezzed One would never make another appearance in his content.

Around this time, Chance adopted the name Cyraxx, which he became commonly known as. Both the names DJ ShadowBlayde and Cyraxx were stolen from an actual musician who signed him onto a label out of pity named Erik Scrubbalo, who had involvement with a label named "Killer Clown Sounds," which was managed by Juggalos. Cyraxx had also used several other aliases around that time too, including Viruz, Psyraxx, DK CUSTOMS/CUSTOMZ, and DJ Otaku, most of which were Juggalo or Anime inspired.

Cyraxx's next known videos, which were uploaded months later in June, was a two-part personal vlog series titled "Inside the Shadow." The first part involved him talking about Killer Clown Sounds, his personal life, and complaining about Juggalos who are new to the fandom thinking they can barge in and instate "whatever rules they want." The second part of the series was him doing a tour of his room and workspace in the basement.

Something very noticeable in this series is how different Chance is in his attitude and overall ethos than how he is now. Cyraxx is much more thoughtful and respectful in the way he speaks compared to how he is now, and seems to be much more passionate about his life.

Cyraxx's first music video produced by himself was posted on July 1st^{[Earrape warning]} which by all measures was drastically worse than his previous music video featuring guests.

A significant event occurred on July 5th, 2012, when Cyraxx uploaded his infamous "Chester Bennington Scream" video. In this video, he aimed to beat Chester Bennington's record for the world's longest death metal scream. The video showcased Cyraxx's disheveled appearance as he emitted a loud, guttural sound showing off his crooked teeth. This would be the last known post Chance made in 2012.

2013

He and Heather would also announce their departure from the Juggalo lifestyle some time in 2013 over them not enjoying it. This video was made presumably before when they threw Erik's dog tags into Summit Lake as they are wearing them in the video.

The year 2013 began with Cyraxx making a video with Heather apologizing to Erik on February 28 for throwing his record label's dog tags into Lake Summit. Why they did this isn't explained, but Cyraxx claims that Sally told them to do it because they were angry over "something," possibly over Erik getting mad at them leaving the Juggalo lifestyle. Erik would presumably not pick Cyraxx back up onto his record label.

At some point in 2013, Cyraxx also made a video about a beef between him and a man named "Darren," who he was feuding with over him allegedly harassing a woman named "Lisa Johnson."

The last dated activity from him was from the 1st of March, and would be him listening to classical music. There are no other archived videos from this year. This year would also be Cyraxx's last year in high school before getting kicked out.

2014

Chance made a strange post where he reposted a marine's poem in February 2014, as well as an untactful post using soldier's PTSD for shares on Facebook.

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  Chance reuploading a poem

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  Chance using soldier's PTSD for shares on Facebook

On the 6th of May, Cyraxx made a post about an apparent video game that he was developing called "Possession Pain" that was reminiscent of Call of Duty and Halo. This was episode 1 of a series, but the other episodes were either never made or lost to time. 14 days after, he made another video criticizing zero tolerance laws.

2017

• Chuck Stegall
  • Kind of trolling
• Abby

2018

• Music videos
• Infamous dance video
• Dark Star Films

Candall Smith

See Candall Smith

In late 2018, Chance was introduced to a romantic interest named Candall Smith. Their relationship ended when Candall broke off contact with him after Cyraxx confessed his feelings to her. By January 2019, Candall began accusing Cyraxx of stalking, doxxing, and harassment. To escape Chance's persistent harassment, Candall faked her own death, to which Cyraxx quickly denied any involvement.

Unwittingly, Chance had upset the Juggalo community, to which both Candall and Cyraxx belonged, and gave them a motive to troll him.

Early Trolling

Cyraxx would first start receiving a noticeable amount of flak from the Juggalo community for harassing Candall Smith to the point of "killing herself" (being then unaware she was faking her death), starting from at the latest estimate August of 2019. This would start as mostly niche local drama in the Akron Juggalo scene, but would turn some of the first notable organized efforts to troll Cyraxx, starting some of his first sagas. Some of Cyraxx's classic trolls, such as Shmeckle Cat, Tyler New York, Prison Mike, JaymeNicole, and MusicBizMarty were introduced around this time.

Juggalo War

The first known organized trolling campaign was from Juggalos through Bloodshot Records. Nothing is really known about the record company, or if it was even an actual attempt at a record label at some point, although it probably was created for the exclusive purpose to troll Cyraxx due to his belief of having co-founded the label. It's unknown what really ever happened with Bloodshot records, but it likely ended before October 2019 as some of the "founders" were openly making fun of him around then.

MusicBizMarty Discovers Cyraxx

See Bender Boys Saga

In October of 2019, MusicBizMarty was introduced to Cyraxx by the Juggalo community (possibly a Juggalo named "TheBoyBlue91982") due to the drama with Candall Smith. Marty was at first just a spectator, mostly interacting with him through JaymeNicole's streams, until early November when Cyraxx's desperation to get signed onto a record label after presumably getting dropped by Bloodshot Records was noticed.

Marty and Brooklyn Menace would contact Cyraxx as two record labels, Ram Ranch (owned by Marty) and Bender Boyz records (owned by Brooklyn), and competed over who could sign Cyraxx the first, with the Bender Boyz ultimately winning because Chance did not want to sign with Ram Ranch over them wanting to make merch that mocked him. Cyraxx uploaded a video of him gloating about getting signed some time in early November. Almost immediately after this, Cyraxx would be dropped by the Bender Boyz after releasing one song and had his contract "sold" to Ram Ranch which made Cyraxx rage out. Later, he would discover a merch shop run by Ram Ranch, which he cried over. Trolls would then make a video imitating and mocking his reaction.

• JaymeNicole starts appearing
• Cyraxx gets tested on his Juggalo knowledge
• Suplex city
• Chance tries to defend his use of the n word because he uses it with an "a"

Yung Foxx War

See Yung Foxx

On February 5th, 2020, Cyraxx made a diss track targeted towards Yung Foxx called "Foxx Hunt." Why exactly Cyraxx did this is unclear but Yung Foxx is probably part of the Juggalo community who he was beefing with at the time.

The day after, Yung Foxx and Cyraxx had rap battle on JaymeNicole's panel, and the two would go back and forth making responses to each other day-by-day. Cyraxx made a final diss track against Foxx the day after the panel, and on the 8th, Foxx made his first diss track back against Cyraxx.

Cyraxx would mysteriously disappear after that diss track was made and a mysterious man called "Shadow King," who is totally not Cyraxx in a costume with his voice pitched down, would make a video defending Cyraxx against the people attacking him. Everyone immediately saw this as what is was, which was an obvious attempt at saving his ego, with Cyraxx's shitty voice changer breaking and exposing his voice at 4:15. Cyraxx would begin denying being or even being associated with Shadow King, and Yung Foxx began distancing himself from Cyraxx.

• After
  • He broke up with Heather K
  • Moved to the basement
  • Workout montage
  • Zak Hussein

Kaitlin

• Kaitlin stuff
• After
  • Gets big steering wheel
  • AJ Vega's book
  • Heather K's son
  • Album Plaque
  • Meets tange cat, strawberry sunshine, lava, and chloe rose
• Gun incident

Golden Age Trolling

This is where Cyraxx starts to enter mainstream Lolcow-dom, beginning to have freakouts and enter into sagas on par with Lolcows like Chris Chan and Daniel Larson.

Stylus Incident

Main Article Stylus Incident

Leading up to the incident, Cyraxx sent Strawberry Sunshine a video of him inserting a stylus into his anus and licking it clean. Unbeknownst to Cyraxx, doing this would cause a saga which would soon propel him into a wider audience as, at this was one of the most absurd things that Cyraxx had done so far. After seeing the video, Sunshine was completely disgusted and sent the video to Marty. At the same time, Cyraxx was messaging two other catfishes; one named Katrina Luna, who was pretending to be a disabled transwoman named Cindy Lou, the other being Tange Cat.

On April 11th, 2021, Cyraxx appeared on a MusicBizMarty panel with Tange Cat and Strawberry Sunshine to be confronted with the fact that he was not only cheating on both of them with each other, but also with a disabled trans woman. When the confrontation began, Cyraxx initially reacted by explosively cursing and screaming at them, and upon Marty mentioning Cindy Lou, Cyraxx left and rejoined the livestream holding a stylus to his neck, asking Marty if he wanted him to end his life. The panel initially thought it was a real knife, and tried both getting Sally to stop him, to talk him out of it, and called a well-being check on him. Cyraxx then revealed that it was a pen the whole time, causing Marty and Tange to laugh hysterically.

After the incident, Cyraxx would try the stylus trick two other times, failing both times.

Assassination Saga

Main Article Assassination Saga

The "bullet hole"

On November 3rd, 2022, Cyraxx was livestreaming when loud snapping noise was heard in the background and his bedsheets shifted up slightly. Despite loudly exclaiming "there ain't a god-damn bullet hole, there ain't a scratch or ain't nothin'!" after investigating his window, he would make a video the day after pretending to cry claiming that he was shot at, showing two photos of damaged caulking on his windowsill and a hole in his bed, neither showing and hint of bullet residue, being inconsistent with a test done by youtuber @zachballs7079, and having an insane bullet trajectory that would require the shooter to be 60 feet above his house.

In a phone call made after the video, Cyraxx would claim that his three main suspects of being the shooter were Marty, Candall Smith, and William Gloryhole, later narrowing this down to just Marty (of course) and later developing the absurd claim that Marty is a terrorist who has connections to the Israeli intelligence agency and hired them to shoot an ice bullet through his window into his bed to kill him because Marty was gay and couldn't "have him" and was also trying to get him institutionalized. This whole situation really the apex of Chance's paranoia, and is also completely ironic considering the fact that Chance previously threatened to shoot his trolls with a real gun before.

Post-Fight Exile

After the fight with Marty, Chance did actually manage to "leave" the internet for a period of time with the encouragement of Sally. During this period of time, he would only appear in calls with CVG. Cyraxx would only be spotted occasionally on Kick, but his freakouts on camera seemed to be over for now.

Cyraxx would return to YouTube in late May of 2023, but after his return, his escapades didn't carry the same energy as they did previously as the amount of new trolls coming in to troll Cyraxx and the creativity of the current trolls decreased.

Dimensional Merge

Influenced by his new buddy trolls Sneaky Jim and The Shadow Collective, Cyraxx started attempting to contact other lolcows.

Cyraxx first made cryptic videos on "a new era" and "the end of Cyraxx trolling," and then announced his involvement with his new trolls. They then influenced him to make a video about Foodie Beauty, another lolcow, thanking her for making a video (which was immediately retracted) defending him, which compared Marty to Osama Bin Laden.

A second video with absolutely horrific audio quality came about about Daniel Larson, where he pitied Daniel Larson (a fellow pedophile) for his homelessness. He also warned Daniel about the trolls and talked about being "almost assassinated" and getting "assaulted" by the trolls, and that all the trolls cared about is money and views. He told Daniel to report them to the police and get a protection order.

Cyraxx Through the Years

This is (will be eventually) a image gallery of Cyraxx.